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"Last night I was getting a burning sensation in my lungs.
I actually thought I had lung cancer. I wasn't scared, surprised,
or even upset. I was actually happy. I can't remember ever looking
so forward to being diagnosed of having a terminal illness."
This unusual statement was made to me by a clinic participant on
her fourth day without smoking. While it sounds like the ravings
of a severely depressed or mentally ill individual, in fact she
was nothing of the sort. To the contrary, she was smiling and laughing
when she said it.
What was the humor she saw in the statement? As soon as she said
it to herself the night before, she realized the pain she was experiencing
was the same complaints she heard three other people describe earlier
that day at her clinic. It was a normal part of the healing process
from quitting smoking. She also recognized the fact that she was
not looking forward to a debilitating illness and an early demise.
She was looking forward to taking a cigarette. When the pain started
she rationalized that as long as she had lung cancer already, she
might as well smoke. Then she realized she was looking forward to
cancer. At that point she recognized just how morbid her thought
processes had become. Not because she was quitting smoking, but
because she was an addict was she capable of thinking in such depraved
terms. Upon recognizing the absurdity of the situation, she laughed
off the urge and went to bed.
It is important to remember just how irrational your thoughts were
when you too were a smoker. As a smoker you were constantly warned
of the dangers through the media, physicians, family, friends who
quit, and most importantly, your own body. Not a week went by when
you were not being bombarded by the constant annoying message that
smoking was impairing and killing you. But being the obedient addict
you were, you disregarded these pestering outside influences to
obey your true master--your cigarette. As Vic, the participant in
my first clinic once stated, "Everywhere I turned I was being
warned about cigarettes. Newspapers reports and magazines articles
constantly reinforced that cigarettes were deadly. Even bill boards
advertising cigarettes carried the Surgeon General's warning signal.
Every time I'd reach for my pack, a warning label stared me in the
face. It was only a matter of time before I reached the only logical
conclusion. I quit reading!"
The control cigarettes exert on you when you are in the grip of
the addiction is complete. It makes you say and do things that when
observed by outside observers makes you look weak, stupid or crazed.
At the same time it robs you of your money, health and eventually
life. Once free of cigarettes you can recognize all these symptoms
of your past addiction. To avoid ever living such a miserable existence
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NEVER TAKE ANOTHER PUFF!
Table of Contents
1. Why
People Smoke
2. I
Smoke Because I Like Smoking!
3. I
Smoke Because I'm Self-Destructive!
4. You
Smoke Because You're A Smoke-a-holic!
5. I
Have to Smoke Because of All My Stress!
6.
I've Smoked for So Long and So Much, What is the Use in Quitting
Now?
7.
What A Relief, I Think I Have Cancer!
8. The
Power of Advertising
9. A
Safer Way to Smoke
10.Are
You Smoking More and Enjoying it Less?
11.A
Fate Worse than Death?
12. Quitting
by Gradual Withdrawal
13. I
Can't Quit or I Won't Quit
14.Why
Did I Start Smoking? Why Did I Quit?"
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Smoking Tips
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